He Knows...

Britney said, "Dear Diary, today I saw a boy, as he walked by I thought he smiled at me. I wonder, does he know what's in my heart? I tried to smile but I can't hardly breathe..."

This is a story about a crush.

He knows...

From the way her heart beats like mad,

From the times she cherishes all that he said,

From the smile on her face when he is around,

From the way she spoke but comes no sound,

From the little gestures her fingers makes,

From the clumsy falls her body takes,

From the things she does for his attention,

From the hints of inevitable devotion,

From the rush in her face, her blushing cheek,

From the stuttering words her lips failed to speak,

From the crushed heart when he did ignore,

From the change in her life from whom she was before,

From the prayers and wishes for him to arrive,

From the times she thanks god for being alive,

From the way she stops breathing when he comes near,

I wish he knows why i cannot be here...

She knows...

That he does not look at her the very same way,

That he belongs to someone, or he's probably gay,

That he sees through her, she does not matter,

That he does not care, it's him she's after,

That she has to run away as far as she can,

That she needs to understand, he is not her man,

That she must stop even though she cares,

That she should end her dreamy stares,

That he lives in a different life,

That he does not wish her as his wife,

That she has to move on though it breaks her heart,

That she shouldn't have succumbed to this from the start...

And so I learned from every little mistake,

To watch carefully, every step that i take,

Save what is left of my pride, and grow,

I force my heart to let him go...

He knows how i feel, i know how he does,

He is not mine to keep, so this story, I close...