The Real New Me...

This poem is about the change I need to make... I don't want it... But it's something i have to do. There are certain things about yourself that needs to be fixed. I love who I am, but I also love a chance in life... A chance to have my Lyra :)

Yesterday,

I looked at the girl in the mirror on the wall,

I asked her does she have any chance at all?

She had been an emotional drama queen,

She had said words that she never did mean...

I guess Karma has its own crazy way,

All have returned from the feelings i did play,

What went around had indeed came around,

When I fell on my knees, sunken into the ground...

Today,

Twenty seven years I had been in the making,

What had changed me, a simple wedding,

A bride on her day with a peaceful smile,

Silent and calm, patience all the while...

I took a minute and realized what I am,

Cash and men, and fashion and glam,

It's what they call, high maintenance woman,

An attitude for some, may not be forgiven...

Tomorrow,

Who I am, I cannot change for anybody,

But I can reinvent my true destiny,

My love will arrive on angel wings,

When comes the moment of God's blessings...

For now i will make a change for the better,

Change my perspective for a love-filled future,

Comes the day when i decide who I want to be,

And the they will know, the real new me... :)